what's beef...

so here is  thought... how much is too much, when it comes to helping.... most women complain about their lazy, compassion-less hubbies but that is far form my issue... i think that he would breast feed her if he could lol... gosh every since the baby was born i feel like he is tupac and i am biggie smalls... every topic is the open door for a debate...  "what's beef"... beef is when parents fuss over which onesie should go under the baby's outfit... "what's beef" beef is when parents compare baby center articles before laying the baby dow for a nap... yesterday we had a visitor over that encouraged us to make sure to love on each other too... not just the baby... of course we smiled and nodded, but when i consider how funky we have been to each other lately i am sad... i mean i guess how long it takes him to change her diaper, or get her dressed, or calm her down does not really matter... what i should be focusing on is that i have help...  and enjoy the help... i know that we both just want the best for our, not just my, baby... plus he gave me a beautiful sparkley push gift... on april fools day we celebrated 3yrs of covenant love... we are beating the odds and still committed to being the best of lovers and friends... sure its tough, and this is such a new demanding promotion, but i know we can and will make it...