all i want...

for christmas is my two front teeth... awww what a cute kid song...

here is my original 39 week version
5 things that i want...

#1 birthday cake made in wal-mart bakery - my  friend whose a teacher gave me a leftover piece from a valentine's party and i loved every fork of it, which i usually ate while cooking my healthy breakfast

#2 people to focus on the joy and miracle of childbirth instead of their pain - questions like "what is the worst pain that you've ever experienced" or statements like "wow you are trying to go natural that is brave" are really rude and pointless.... these comments never help me feel better or more prepared for the delivery of my child, so why do people feel sooo obligated to tell me their horror stories or ask me questions to check in on my knowledge of "where babies come from" literally... listen this is the way, and the hole, God created our bodies to deliver life.. he is pretty smart and i trust his design... fyi most women around the world, past and present, have their  babies naturally... i will be amongst that number

#3 my husband to be able to come home and play with, kiss on, and talk to baby best instead of my belly... the thrill and cuteness is gone... (come on down baby - there is plenty of pink waiting out here for  you, so it won't be too different than inside of me - wink wink... ps this is the best surprise ever in life... like for real baby best i keep looking for you to jump out from behind every corner, with a douse of water like they do NFL coaches when they win the game, and say SuRprISE Mommy here i come!!!)

#4 God to get glory from my life... this process has made me realize that what really matters in life is not material goods and such... but giving my life for the helping of others... helping not handicapping... to be the best me ever, make God proud, and inspire others to live rightly

#5 to be a great mom... patient and fun... a mom that my child loves to see coming... a mom that offers opportunities and wisdom... a mom